It's been nearly a month since I've visited my page. Let's call it a vacation-even though that couldn't be farther from the truth.
A while back I received a call at work from my wife and she needed to talk, and she asked me to meet her. Most men don't like hearing the "we need to talk" for other reasons - I figured it was something to do with her back problems and surgery issues. While waiting I even had my self convinced she probably had some deadly disease - chalk that one up to my imagination.
She finally made it home and walked in the front door with a small grin and red teary eyes. I asked her what was wrong and she said nothing, and then unfolded a sheet of four photos. Not just any photos, but sonogram photos. Fast forward, we are expecting another baby on April 6th!
The extreme joy I felt quickly turned into terrible nervous feelings. Fear of not being able to support for our family are too close to home. That fear turns any good mood into another set of scenarios playing through my mind- some good, some bad. Those nerves turned into shingles. I'm still in pain.
As with all situations I am sure this will all work out. In the mean time I've got doctors orders to stress less, so I'm off to mix a bloody and watch some election coverage.
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