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Today I turn twenty three years old, my blog title needs to change.

Happy birthday to me, I suppose.

Birthday's have taken on a complete opposite meaning for me since 21. Before it was always that I got something for my birthday. Either a present, or a responsibility (driving, drinking, not simultaneously). But now it is just a reminder that another year has gone by and I haven't done anything productive. Too bad I can't 'not have' a birthday.

I am going through a quarter life crisis. I am 23, I have a loving fiance and child. We are expecting another in September. I don't make enough money as it is right now to be able to add another kid into the equation. Which leaves me in a situation everyday to get asked, "did you look for a new job? Have you found anything else yet? ". The answer is always no. I feel like a bum... Like a failure.

The only time I haven't felt like that lately is when I listen to music. I don't feel anything except for entertained. Luckily for me, I got to see my fair share of it these last few weeks. Here are a few pictures.
Here is Bass God Jon Locker finishing up one of the best bass solos I have ever seen.


Josh Davis Band at the Chesterfield... You've got to love a good candid...
Sometimes I even surprise my self...
Mike, News Lady from Channel 9, some guy...
Josh & Marthia (some chick who was on CMT at somepoint)
Josh sings for the huge crowd of 10... What a shame!No comment...

Me & my baby's momma... yeah I said it.

This picture is titled 'the biz' ...

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